its time to grow up and move on, leave the past as the past and look forward to the future. dont be so worried, we're still young and growing up. things will inevitably change, but its your friends, family, and loved ones that will keep you on the right road. 2012 is the year, where i will fully discover myself, stop living to please others, but to please myself. stop thinking about what other people think, be true to myself always. i dont want to spend another year, wondering what could/should/would have happened, instead i AM going to spend this year making decisions, that ill live with, and are for the best. live my life the way i wanted, be who i am, and not depend on others to tell me. its true what they say, what doesnt kill you just makes you stronger. the mistakes i made in 2011, will not happen in 2012, i've learnt what was wrong, and this will help me be steered into the right direction. never sell yourself short, do everything you can to the best of your abilities, and most of all , trust in yourself. trust that the decisions you make, are the right ones, no matter how hard they can be, or how much you wish it werent true. accept, and move on as a better and stronger person. who knows what the future holds? one falling out, could lead to the gaining of something better, trust that there is always something better waiting for you at the other side. if it doesnt feel right, dont do it. if you know its wrong, really dont do it. above all, listen to your heart, because after all, it knows best. if something gets you down, be sad - thats okay, but then dont dwell on it. things always happen for a reason, just trust that everyone has that special path they have embarked on, and who knows the destination. finally, dont make any rash decisions.
lets make 2012, the best year yet. forget the past, look forward to the future :)
love you all, thanks for making MY life amazing :)