1) hey, we havent talked in ages, and you need someone to help you go through this. im sorry i havent been such a good friend to you,especially since i've known you for ages. talk to you soon, i promise, lets go out, and you can tell me all about your troubles and ill listen, dont worry, your so strong, you can get through this :)
2) im sorry. i know i need to talk to you too. um.. i dont know, i think i need time to miss you and see what im losing, cos i know i take you for granted. i cant be what you need me to be, i know that, but i know i should try. give me time, because soon enough, it will dawn on me..
3) hm, i think im a little dog to you and im sorry. i dont think you know this, but i've been really negative towards you. negative and i think, at times fake... hm, its kind of.. yeah, sorry, your not a bad person at all, in fact you are one of the most loyal people i know. you really dont deserve it.. sorry :(
4) the pain youre going through- i've never seen anything like that before. i've told you 100000 times that it will get better, but its making me think... will/can it ever? im sorry for your pain, and i dont know what to do/say to make it better. i hope time will help, but who can ever be sure. the things you said today, and how.. accepting .. it was, made me really inspired. just dont do anything stupid okay?
5) to dear myself:
you cant keep writing these deep and meaningfuls, and not pay attention to any of it. make a change or not, its up to you, but don't make excuses for some of the stuff you do. you're your own person.
yeahhhhhh